Today was qing ren jie feel so sad and very bastard of myself.... i been an idiot who never buy anything present or make any card for my gf than bring her around whole singapore to choose a shoe she like and end up never buy anything.. i saw other couples hold hands together with a rose / flowers feel so sweet and look at myself i feel that i been very selfish and useless.. i dont even give her a card or rose to show my xin yi for qing ren jie.. such a stupid person in singapore.. haix.. i spoil the whole day de xin qing and i look at her i can see that she feel i very hopeless.. sad.. i dont even know how to show the love to my own girl and make her happy.. stupid me.. sorry dear.. i know u will read this.. really very sorry.. i am a lousy guy =(